Thursday, May 18, 2023

Guerrilla Girls

This exhibition is from an anonymous collective, Guerrilla Girls, established in 1985. Here, at the Nasher Sculpture Center in Dallas, there are 25 copies of printed posters from Portfolio Compleat 1985–2012 with upgrade 2012–2016, (1985–2016).

I found it eye opening, a bit upsetting (naturally), and very interesting. I'm glad there were and are people who feel strongly enough about these issues to make noise about it.
Are we where we should be? Absolutely not.
Are some of these numbers skewed due to lower numbers of women who were professional artists throughout old and recent history?
Probably. But it's doesn't diminish their point in any way.
Worth a think.
Click here to learn more about the group.







In case you wanted to learn more, below is the plaque which titles all the posters that were on display.

 

Wednesday, May 17, 2023

A Weekend at Caddo Lake

Planning vacations, to make memories, are part of my New Year goal to behave more intentionally. So, we invited our friends and their kids to join us on a weekend vacation at at rental house on the shore of Caddo Lake which sits on the east border of Texas. I've been wanting to visit for years—I'm glad we finally made it happen, it was very satisfying, calming, and new!

The geese were a nice touch to the scenery. I thought they were real at first, so did one of the kids.
Without surprise, when Adam and I pulled in, Lee was already out fishing out at the dock. I've read that there are more than 50 variety of fish in the lake.


Lee however, lost more lures than fish caught.
The next morning our tandem kayaks were delivered (rented from Riverbend Outfitters) and we loaded up to explore the paddling lanes of the lake.
Caddo Lake is like a bayou with its muddy shallow water, Bald Cypress trees, small alligators and Spanish moss swaying in the branches. Where we stayed, it's not a big open space like you see on the map—it's filled with trees and lily pads and other aquatic plant life. Over time, narrow winding paths through the cypress have naturally developed as people use them. (And the park service helps keeps them clear.) So the journey through the watery, muddy forest was intimate and felt special.










 If we had visited a week or two later, the flowers on the lily pads would have all been in bloom.

Lee continued to fish.
Because they are besties, Adam did likewise. (Adam brought a lefty fishing rod for me...and NEVER said a word about it. So did I fish? Nope.)



We traveled with a map because it's easy to get lost. But with the diagrams and the lanes clearly marked on posts as seen below, we successfully followed the winding "P" trail for a good amount of time.





We did venture off into a more open space...because how awesome looking is that?
As beautiful as it looks, all the floating Giant Salvinia seen below is an invasive problem. Herbicides are used to keep the boat lanes open, but of course the negative impact of the Salvinia is more than just a nuisance. It's affecting the health of the lake and the wildlife as well. For example, ducks don't stop on the lake because it doesn't look like water to them anymore. Lee read to us that the ducks used to darken the sky because there were so many of them, and there used to be otters too!









Below, E. is looking for a tiny frog that found its way onto the boat.



Though most paddling lanes are windy...there is one straight path called "Government Ditch." It was the perfect shortcut to get back to the house for lunch—but we were paddling against the current so we had to rest a few times—so is it still considered a shortcut?

After lunch we took our aching bodies and kayaks out again and paddled part of the "C" route.


According to the bedtime story Lee read to us, the history of Caddo Lake is both funny and interesting. It's been rumored that it's the only natural lake in Texas but it's actually the result of a natural formation called The Great Raft. "It consisted of uprooted trees piled in the Red river for over 80 miles. For centuries, spring flooding eroded riverbanks, toppled trees and increased logjams. The raft disrupted river flow and finally broke, spilling water into Louisiana's Cypress Valley, forming a lake around 1800. That lake was named for the Caddoan people." 

And this is only a section of the history of Caddo Lake. Google it. Drama drama.




In all, we estimate we paddled around 9 miles on Saturday. We got our money's worth out of those kayaks. And now that we know better how things work on the lake (like motor boats ARE allowed) when we go again, we'll have more options of things to do, and we'll try to stay for at least two full days. There's so much more to explore!

Below is some low key footage—view in YouTube for best quality.









Monday, May 8, 2023

Jury Duty: A First Time Account

There's never a good time to receive a jury summons. But, when you see it in your mail you swallow your frustration and nerves and register, hoping selection passes over you. 

But then a follow-up questionnaire is provided, which means you've survived the first round of cuts. So you swallow your horror and take to the keyboard answering more involved questions like, "Would you give a child's testimony the same weight as an adult's?" or "What kind of television shows do you watch?" or "Select in order of importance to you, what the role of the criminal justice system should be."

Goodness! You have to thoughtfully consider some of these. You know a bottom-feeder would answer in an egregious manner—solidifying their chance of being dropped—but you are a truth-teller and you've checked a little box affirming this. Hitting send, you wonder what will happen next, especially as you realize many of your answers have exposed your religion and how it informs the way you choose live and see the world.

Two days later, in a last attempt to see if you've been weeded out, or the court case is cancelled, you check your inbox before traveling into the city. No luck. You're on the hook and have no idea what your expectations should be of the jury trials on this bright Friday morning.

At the courthouse, you find your courtroom on the 7th floor, and the bailiff, who gives you an official jurors tag. You're relieved to see everyone else is as weirded out as you! Joining them on the long hallway benches you await your session commencement.

Fifteen minutes after the start time, everyone is still in the hall waiting. The bailiff calls out "Montgomery? Salizar?" Two jurors are late. So you await their arrival. Thirty minutes after the indicated start time the bailiff calls out again, "Montgomery? Salizar?" The wait continues. Salizar shows up 40 minutes late. Everyone is annoyed. The judge is still holding out for Montgomery. Other jurors start asking people who walk through the hall, "Are you Montgomery?" It becomes humorous.

Suddenly a young adult, with saggy, bleach spotted, ripped jeans and an oversized t-shirt, bounds around the corner down the hallway. Everyone is eager to see if it's Montgomery...but nay, it seems he's headed toward the bathroom. About 30 seconds later several cops start dashing about the hallways, chattering back and forth on their talkies. Turns out the young man was a runner! Someone says, "I hope he wasn't Montgomery." Everyone laughs.

An hour past starting time..."Montgomery?!?" This person is a no-show. The judge will hold them in contempt of court and issue a bench warrant. However, this long wait tells you the judge holds some grace for jurors and you find yourself respecting this. Seventy minutes past starting time you each receive a number and walk into the courtroom in said order. Number 13 is your designation. "How unlucky," you think to yourself. 

As you enter the court, all attorneys, defendant and judge are respectfully standing until jurors are seated. The questioning begins.

"Is there any reason you will not be able to attend court next week?" the Judge asks. Hands are raised. Vacation, doctors appointments, travel for work and so forth are the expected excuses. One man's excuse as he puts face in his hands is, "My medication isn't working, it's not letting me paying attention."  You can practically feel the collective struggling to prevent their eyes rolling. No one is excused to leave at this point. This, you learn, happens later. And after some thought, you realize it's probably to give some education to as large a group as possible on jury selection proceedings. Another reason to respect the judge.

The prosecuting attorneys start digging in with their presentation and questioning jurors. "What are your thoughts about this Mr. Grandine?" "Do you agree Ms. Casidy?" 

You're desperately trying to pay attention, to follow the trail of questioning—your ADD sometimes gets the best of you in situations like this. You don't know when you'll be called upon next nor how frequently. They need 6 jurors, you're number 13—a very solid backup. The proceedings are about 40 minutes in and so far you've been able to answer with a "yes" or a "no" and only a single, "Could you repeat the question?" Your heart is getting a lot of exercise today and so is your mind. Some words being used, you can't define. In this moment, you almost wish you had taken AP Government in High School. Just as another question is directed to you and your mouth is open to speak, Juror One, sitting kitty-corner in front of you, yells out! It startles everyone around him.

Shockingly, Juror One begins to suffer a violent seizure! One might think it was an act, but quickly it becomes apparent this is an emergency situation. It's an awful crisis to be behold, erratic noises of pain, the body contortions, his arm getting stuck between the wall and the bench.... The jury is ushered out of the room and back to the familiar hallway. The EMTs arrive and are rushed in. It's awful.

The hallway is mostly quiet as everyone digests the situation. You feel shaken. You've never witnessed a seizure before. You hope Juror One will recover. It's a long wait before he's wheeled out. He looks fine, but of course he's not. You want to wish him well, but he's not making eye contact.

Jurors are invited back in, everyone is seated and the judge asks how you are all feeling. Others are feeling the same as you. Everyone is then asked, "Will this get in the way of your ability to continue?" Since it's almost lunch time, the judge excuses everyone for a long lunch break. "Oh great," you think, "I'm ready to just get this over with and we haven't even gotten halfway through the first presentation yet." You've been there since 8:00 am. You're not giving up your parking space in the city and you're not walking in heels to find lunch. So you spend the time in your car. 

The subsequent proceedings and questioning feel like a beating. It's confusing and repetitive (bad presenting skills). You come to understand the case will be tried as either a class A or B misdemeanor in relation to driving while intoxicated at almost twice the legal limit. Most of the questioning is to suss out the juror's opinions of the matter. You KNOW you will be asked about this. One of the questions on your second form had been, "What is your use of alcohol?" The answer you recall with great clarity, "I don't drink. I never have." And now you realize that's how you've gained access to this jury trial.

So, when the question is posed, "Ms. Z_____. What are your thoughts about driving while intoxicated?" You struggle a bit in your answer. You know the attorney is exactly aware of what you have written. So you begin with that, "Well, you know I don't drink and never have." You go on, "In my personal opinion I agree with this gentleman," indicating the man in front of you, "that a person should never drink and drive, no matter how many drinks they've had. But, I have no personal experience to base my opinion on, so in this case I would have to go with the information that is presented to me." There had been discussion over how many drinks a person could have before it effects them, how it effects everyone differently, the legal versus perceived indicators of an intoxicated person and so forth. You feel that perhaps your answer makes you sound naive but it's literally all you can offer. You feel embarrassed. You don't know how you've come across. But seriously, whatever. Stranger things have happened today.

Questioning FINALLY over, the jurors are all released back into the hallway while selection begins behind closed doors. A few people are taken back in for one-on-one questioning. You want to relax, there are 24 of you and only 6 will be asked to stay, but there's still a chance. And you didn't have any acceptable reasons to be excused, and didn't stand out as being a bad choice like so many others.

After a time, the bailiff enters the hallway and begins role call. "Salizar?...Salizar?" Salizar was once again a no show. You'd seen her take the elevator downstairs. Annoyance enters the group. Despite her absence, the bailiff ushers everyone back into the courtroom. Selection begins without Salizar because she hasn't made the cut anyway. You are all instructed that if your number and name are called you should take a seat in the jury box. Then it happens. Your name is called—you take a sharp breath. Of course. Dread and excitement saddle up inside your chest as you move toward the box. Three men and three women make the jury official.

Your little group of nervous strangers are ushered into the juror's quarters where you are given verbal and written instructions to avoid research or related discussion before the trial. The Bailiff introduces himself,  he takes questions. You are told "No, this is not a television show," when you ask if note-taking is allowed during the trial—his answer makes you feel stupid. Note-taking helps you combat your ADD! You have no idea if this is something jurors do on television, and aren't necessarily familiar with courtroom rules. Why would you be? So you jokingly and lightly reply, "Well, nobody asked me about my memory in there!" You get a few laughs. And with that, you spend the weekend trying not to think about Monday.

Monday arrives quickly but you feel slightly more confident and curious about the case. What could have occurred that would need two days in court to settle? You've prepared your mind to consider only the facts as presented to you. You feel slightly proud to be wearing your juror name tag around your neck and into the courthouse. You're about to fulfill your civic duty! After observing the behavior of some of the jury pool, you realize how in-need this community is of good people who are willing to do what's needed for the benefit of all.

After the bailiff calls out "Jurors in the hall!" you and your fellow jurors are led down the hallway into the jury quarters. You are shown the coffee maker, the fridge, the bathrooms (the entrances are INSIDE the room) and how to use the "alarm" that will notify anyone in the hallway that a juror is coming.

Ten minutes later the judge steps in and says, "I have some good news and some bad news." And he begins to give you the dirt: The good news is you get to go home. The bad news is that the trial is being thrown out. Here's what you learn:

The defendant is in the states on a Visa. He was pulled over for driving while intoxicated and tested at a .15 blood alcohol level (legal limit is .08). The trial was going to be a battle of the experts in regards to the tests used to obtain blood alcohol levels and so forth. But, the part the judge is frustrated about? He'd just come out of a preliminary hearing where it was proven it all started with a bad traffic stop. Which by law, means anything occurring after the stop is now inadmissible in court.

The defendant had been going 61 mph in a 65 zone and slightly swerving. But, the argument was that he could have been going slightly slower because a cop was behind him. So that detail would have to be ignored. And this meant the swerving alone wasn't enough to uphold the traffic stop—so anything that happened after the stop wasn't admissible. 

The judge is angry. He says this young man is VERY lucky. You guess the judge probably leaned into the guy before coming in to talk to the jurors. You aren't told any further details, but you can tell the judge didn't want to let this one go. 

Everyone is thanked for their time served. You make a motion with your hands, swooshing down and out while saying "Whoooooo." Which is what you know everyone is feeling because they releases their breath too with a chuckle. You all collect your paychecks which pay for two days of parking, leaving you $16 total compensation for your time. It’s an experience you don't want to repeat, though inevitable. But you’ll be prepared for the unexpected next time! Perhaps.